Dear Dúrvenel,
I cannot do it. Your words come back to me, even now, within a day’s journey of the harbour. My labours to aid our kindred in Falathlorn and Dwalin’s faithful dwarves have stirred in me the sense of compassion and charity of which you spoke. How can I leave them to face the long darkness without lending at least a bit more of my aid? I understand now, too well, why you linger to arm the forces of light.
Perhaps my most memorable efforts have been to aid the dwarves of Noglond–fine chaps, not at all like the despicable Dourhands we met so long ago at Edhelion. At their request, I set forth to give battle to the goblin horde that has taken occupancy of the old ruins of Orodost. Keeping to the shadows, I carefully crept from balcony to alcove, ambushing the wicked goblins with my javelin. This practice of careful concealment and stealth may mean that I can rival even you, hiding in the sylvan shadows of the West. The admirable spirit of these dwarves, who bestowed upon me the title “Guardian of Ered Luin” for my efforts, keeps the passage safe from Thorin’s Hall to Falathlorn. Their friendship has fostered the sense of compassion and charity of which I earlier wrote.
As I told you when last we spoke, my plan was to revisit the haunts of our youth before continuing to Lindon. Seeing the homes of our past returning to nature was bittersweet, but one visit–my final visit–stands out beyond the others. After leaving the brave dwarves of Noglond, I set forth eastward. Ahh, how the land has changed, grown darker. It was as I ran through Emyn Hoedh, very near its barrow-mounds, that I was assailed by the dead. Of course the shades of men do not effect me as they do mortals, but I was unprepared for the level of grief and anguish I felt in seeing these heroes of old, having their well-earned rest disturbed to be used as ghastly marionnettes for an evil animating force. I destroyed but a few, then fled down the path that I still know well, even after all these years.
Weeping for the shades of men who should be resting in their haudh, my feet nonetheless carried me swiftly to my final destination–our old lookout on the Lhûn, known today in the common tongue as the Wardspire. As I stared out over the ruined city taken by Angmar so long ago, I was visited by another manner of ghost, this one less expected and more terrible than the shades of men.

Dorenan and an elf-maid at the Lhûn lookout
As I stood, silently watching and letting my tears fall into the Lhûn far below, an elf-maid ran up. She was of our kindred from Mirkwood, but she looked so stunningly like our beloved Endressa that I scarce thought she was real. Even down to the scarlet-orange cape and reticent smile, this sylvan beauty seemed a reflection of Endressa. I hailed her, and she tried to cheer me with her soft smile, but we did not speak. There was no need. We stood, she and I, together watching out at the ruins far across the water in the hills of Evendim, watching the Lhûn carry ever more memories to the sea.
Perhaps my tour through these ruins of old has given me some small portion of the wisdom of our forebears. My plan to flee westward while I still have such strength of arm and while evil still stretches its tendrils seems now folly. My heart yearns still for the sea, but watching the flow of water and of years at the Lhûn reminds me that I need not rush West. Whether it is some insight gained through my careful hunting at Orodost or perhaps some blossoming wisdom within, I recognize that I must school myself in patience. Círdan waits, still, for Master Elrond and others, and I need not hurry Westward. I will go, practice the lessons of charity and compassion that I have learned from the longbeards, and hope to learn better the patience that is required to help turn the tide. I believe that no one can teach me quite as much about patience as our friends in the Shire.
Take care, my brother. I will speak to you at least once more before I take ship.
Yours,
Dórenan